Many tears
Upon my face
Every one
Leaves a trace
Every fear
Every sorrow
Everything that she wasn't
Like how she wasn't strong
But neither was she weak
No one knows
Who she is
What she wants
The life she lives
Is but an empty shell
Of a broken girl
Looking for the sun
Searching for the light
That she can never seem to find
So
Until someone comes
Till someone saves her
She is alone
She is scared
She is cold
But most of all
She doesn't know
Tears
A forever flowing stream
Of pain and sorrow
Running down her cheeks
Eyes red with guilt
Trying to hold on
Desperately searching
For what?
She doesn't know
An unknown sign, perhaps
Acceptance?
No, everyone around her accepts her as she is
Friends?
No, she has plenty she holds dear
Time?
Maybe, she never seams to have enough
Family?
Possibly, so she can keep them close
Love?
A little, just so it feels like she is real
Acknowledgement?
Yes, to let her know that maybe, just maybe
She isn't alone
That her heart may one day heal
Knowing at least one person cares
That one day, when she is gone, someone will miss her
Possibly shedding tears if
Love
a tender thing
it can hurt
it can heal
love comes in many forms;
Family,
Friends,
even Pets.
Most abuse this love,
not knowing of true pain,
then claim to live a 'loveless' life.
Fools, all of them,
they do not know of true grief,
they never lost a piece of their heart
and have it never be able to come back.
It is a never ending hurt.
HE had been there for me my whole life,
then fate decided to pull a cruel prank
and decided to make him leave.
Forever
I wanna stay strong, I really do
everyday I struggle to smile, to laugh,
but the only pure emotion I feel
... is Hate.
I wear a mask
Hidden behind a smile
No one seems to see
The pain I hide
I am a rose in December
Tears give me a release
Put the smile on around the others
At night, let them flow
Not a worry on my "pretty little head"
I hate it
I won't let myself feel
I just give up
But I will not die
I have a goal
I gotta keep fighting
I will not hurt myself
I just gotta keep fighting
One day, this will all end
It will get better
I have to keep fighting
Or I will fall
And freeze in the December snow
I am a rose in December
River
flowing in a stream
fresh and cool
old and tainted
doesnt matter
it is still a river
but what is the purpose
of a never ending system
of the same path
the same rocks
the same plants
the same animals
the same everything
but there is a reason
for every rhyme
for one cannot exist
without the other
no man
can live without
a woman
no plant
can live without
water and sun
each is a never ending
river
Stars
light up the sky
like fires
each one
a different flame
none are ever
the same
one day it
will burn out
and its light
will be gone
replaced
by a new one
far away
but still not the same
forever in the dark
alone, fogotten
but never erased
for it served
its purpose
and now must move on
like an old book
with its new cover
looks different
but on the inside
its the same
just like
a star
Open Wounds
life is but an open wound
always pouring
forever drowining us
never slowing
people are foolish
to think that they can stop us
but they cant
each one of us is filled with flaws
good and bad
we are different
yet the same
no one can truely see
what we see
they will never understand
the pain
the suffering
the anguish
there might be others like us
but we are alone