Tearful SmileTearful Smile by ~iceprincess2016
A forever flowing stream
Of pain and sorrow
Running down her cheeks
Eyes red with guilt
Trying to hold on
She doesn't know
An unknown sign, perhaps
No, everyone around her accepts her as she is
No, she has plenty she holds dear
Maybe, she never seams to have enough
Possibly, so she can keep them close
A little, just so it feels like she is real
Yes, to let her know that maybe, just maybe
She isn't alone
That her heart may one day heal
Knowing at least one person cares
That one day, when she is gone, someone will miss her
Possibly shedding tears if they miss her
But for now
She is content
Knowing that for now, she has enough
But she will always be waiting
Always, with a single tear down her cheek
Friends, or sisters?Friends, or sisters? by ~iceprincess2016
Give us strength.
Make us tough.
Dry our tears.
Share our grief.
They are there, even if we don't know it.
When we begin to think we are alone, they are there.
Just like a pleasant shadow.
A guardian angel, in different forms.
Each one unique, all understanding.
Even when they hurt us, sometimes it is for the best.
To teach us who to trust, to see the many flaws that make up human beings.
The ones who deserve it, will EARN forgiveness, not just expect it to come.
Not acting like nothing happened.
No matter what.
They will fight for us.
Why do we try?
Because, they aren't really my friends, in the sense of the word.
They are really my sisters.
Maybe not by blood, but respect and love me like one.
And for that, I will fight for them like they fight for me.
If they give up on me, then I know it is time to go, find someone who will be better for me.
Not someone who doesn't care.
Because all I want, are my sisters.
Pains of the HeartPains of the Heart by ~iceprincess2016
a tender thing
it can hurt
it can heal
love comes in many forms;
Most abuse this love,
not knowing of true pain,
then claim to live a 'loveless' life.
Fools, all of them,
they do not know of true grief,
they never lost a piece of their heart
and have it never be able to come back.
It is a never ending hurt.
HE had been there for me my whole life,
then fate decided to pull a cruel prank
and decided to make him leave.
I wanna stay strong, I really do
everyday I struggle to smile, to laugh,
but the only pure emotion I feel
... is Hate.
Rose In DecemberRose In December by ~iceprincess2016
I wear a mask
Hidden behind a smile
No one seems to see
The pain I hide
I am a rose in December
Tears give me a release
Put the smile on around the others
At night, let them flow
Not a worry on my "pretty little head"
I hate it
I won't let myself feel
I just give up
But I will not die
I have a goal
I gotta keep fighting
I will not hurt myself
I just gotta keep fighting
One day, this will all end
It will get better
I have to keep fighting
Or I will fall
And freeze in the December snow
I am a rose in December